i got excited and overly into a teen fad once in my life. it lasted 30 seconds.

i remember it vividly.

take what you will.

there is a luxury in having things go well for one person for a long period of time. you don't notice it but you fall into niches, you fall into habits you might not have even known you had. you start to become a different kind of person. You need to take a few steps back, review how you used to be, review how you are now. are you happy? if so stop reading.

if you are unhappy with what you are becoming, change. if you don't want to admit you have changed. again, stop reading.

we all fall into habits that we may not want to admit we fall into. don't blame people for being real people and pointing it out. usually where one person has the balls to say it. other people are thinking it. everyone needs reality checks. i know i get plenty of them. dont put up defensive walls, dont jump to conclusions about that person just because they were open. its not fair and chances are they wouldnt bring it up if they did not care.


stop and think. the most patient people in the world lose it sometimes.

stop. think. tylenol.

stop. take a few moments. meditate.

think for a few minutes about why you fall into the habbits you fall into.

why you are weak to the people you are weak to.

figure out if you want that.