I will of course have good thoughts about even those that i have the most distaste for. It is the times like this, when i have good thoughts of all those in my past that i wish the time would go quicker. I wish to forget many things because they cloud my judgement and feelings of the present. I would much rather, as with most people I am sure, have something positive to occupy my time and thoughts when I am not drowning myself in work. I would like to freely say what is killing me to say without it crumbling the already weak ground that we are standing on.