do you ever notice that habbit you have when things get to be too much.

tattos, dyed hair, piercings, big purchases, new wardrobe. we all need to start over or change something. its almost a necessary step in life.
for me it is to cut all my hair off no matter how much i like it . its a way to drop all the excess and get back to the basic needs.
i have tangled myself up in a large mess of people and situations. I've hurt, been hurt, learned a lot. I would like to stop learning hard lessons but at least with this i get to kind of start over.


apologies if you got steamrolled in the process. apologies to myself if i let you steamroll me in the process.

i'll get to that point eventually.